LAM Testimony: From Surviving to Thriving!

LAM Testimony: From Surviving to Thriving!

Our marriage had not gone well over time. My wife had suffered much before we met and once we married everything changed to protect her from me. Even when I did the right things it was not perceived that way. I survived this for about 12-15 years before breaking down. Over the last 2 years my wife has found the healing she needed to attempt to make our marriage work and did so, but I could not find it in me to reciprocate. Over the last 6 months I became more and more convinced of the need for something radical if we were going to overcome this. I signed us up for LAM and then put us first on the spirit connection list to receive ministry.

I was desperate, and so very scared I could hardly sleep that night. Our spirit connection broke open my ability to see success, my ability to not only forgive and reconcile but dream again of a marriage where I liked my wife. All the extra stuff like sex and teamwork was changed, but mostly it was about seeing a future for us. I can look into my wife’s eyes and not look away. I feel like I am home around her which has never happened for more than a few minutes at a time. I have also felt pulled into my place as a father and feel that has already changed my emotions in ways that I wasn’t prepared for, so that is what I will be working on next!

-A LAM Husband